
My sensitivity as a psychic started when I was about 5 years old. I am the youngest in the family so it was always early to bed. I never complained though, and would be hoping that the “lady” who came to speak with me would come again. She would appear in the room not instantly but would slowly materialise. She was so beautiful! When she came close I would feel so peaceful and overcome with happiness. Her eyes and mouth were filled with a white shining light, and I couldn’t stop looking into those beautiful eyes. That was the start of my spiritual Journey.
At the age of 11 I realized I had this uncanny ability to see slightly ahead of time. I would instinctively know when things where about to happen. I could see the outcome of events especially sporting events. There was always a daily newspaper in the house and although I never read the newspaper, I was always drawn to the back page and the horse racing section. I would take a pen and fill in the race meetings, for every race on that particular day. The next day I would look up and check the results for every horse I had picked and all would’ve won. I never had any doubt that they would win. I showed my mother what I had done and was quite pleased with myself. Once, “She asked me: how I had done that”? “It’s easy” I said “I just know there going to win” “can you do it again”? So I picked the next days’ horses and the same thing happened. She was very unsure what to do. She decided she was going to test it and put a couple of pounds on two of the races and they both won! She was amazed! Eventually the neighbours got wind of my talent for picking the winners. I gave them the winners for 5 races and they all won a small fortune.A couple of days later the same neighbours knocked on the door and asked my mum “ if Alan could pick the horses again?” My mother said “NO!” She closed the front door and said to me, “no more horses!” And that was the end of that.
As I had mentioned earlier music was a great passion. I loved to sing the music I loved was Soul R&B, Motown etc. This is the music that influenced me from an early age, when I was 20, I decided there was only one thing I wanted to do and that was singing. I eventually joined a soul R&B Band, based in Manchester, and before long we where travelling around the UK and Europe. This first experience didn’t last long and after 18months or so, the band split up. I am still involved with music. I write and perform various projects and produce all my meditation Mp3s.
As well as music there was always this spiritual vibe going on, my sensitivity was still there I just wasn’t acknowledging it. In my experience if spirit want to get your attention they will.I was having strange experiences and vivid dreams. I was living in a flat at the time and had come in late and was very tired so went to bed. While dozing off I heard this strange music, a little bit like a choir of men singing quite loud. When I opened my eyes there was a man standing at the foot of my bed. He spoke to me and said he used to live in this house and that my flat was part of his bedroom. To be honest I was terrified! He disappeared which left me feeling uneasy, why was I also hearing a choir singing? I decided to look up the address of the local spiritualist church. It was called the Dudley Spiritualist Church in the Liverpool suburbs’ near Penny Lane. I met a lady there and her name was Marie Abrahms. She was a medium at the church and invited me to the Wednesday night circle. I arrived at 7.30pm. It was a double room and access to the Church was up a set of back stairs. The Church was on the upper floor of the Dudley snooker club. This was my first visit to a Spiritualist church. The congregation took their seats, which were arranged in a circle. Marie welcomed everyone to the service, She asked a gentleman sitting nearest the door to lock it! After a few prayers the lights were switched off! We were in darkness except for a small red bulb, which gave the place an eerie look and feel.
I was feeling very nervous. As the circle began, various people would get out of their seat and walk toward another sitting down and proceed to give them a spiritual message. Twenty or so minutes later the man who had locked the door got up and started heading in my direction , I was anxious and scared. This man was about 6ft tall and very stocky. He spoke to me in this deep voice and said “ they’re waiting for you, they want you to work for them, you have had many visits from spirit and now its time to listen. Don’t close your mind. They want you to help the man in your flat. (I was stunned) you have heard singing. This music is coming from the spiritual spheres to wake you up, they want to get your attention.” He sat back down an hour or so later Marie closed the circle, the lights were switched back on and we all had tea and biscuits as if this was just a matter of fact normal thing. My mind was racing, I asked Marie about the message and how was I going to help this spirit person in my flat? She said just pray for him and asks your guides and helpers to move him on. I got home that night and was confused as to what I should do if this character turns up?
I cast my mind back to my early years when the spirit Lady would visit me, where was she now? If this guy turns up she would get rid of him? All I wanted was to be rid of him then I figured everything would go back to normal (Wrong). I eventually dozed off. In my dream state I saw this man and heard the choir again, I sat bolt upright wide-awake and there he was standing at the foot of my bed. He spoke and said “You’re supposed to help me, I can’t help you,” I said. “ But I’m drawn to you please help me!” I began to pray (as the man and Marie at the church had told me) and was hoping that my spirit Lady would turn up. I saw this light in the corner of the room, “ thank God I thought she’s coming to help.” To my disbelief and surprise it wasn’t her, as this spiritual light grew larger and brighter, standing there was a huge American Indian bedecked in his regalia and feathered headdress. I was shocked! He was so big! The spirit standing at the bottom of my bed saw him too. The Indian spoke to me not out loud but sort of telepathically “I am here to help you, do you understand? I have walked with you in many incarnations on this earth and will help you in this life too. This man does not belong here (the spirit at the foot of my bed). He will come with me now and you will sleep soundly and undisturbed” as quick as he appeared he had gone and so was the man at the foot of my bed. I felt less stressed, I knew that if this Indian is helping me then I’ve got nothing to worry about. I still took a while though to get to sleep I was awake most of the night trying to understand what had just happened.[/dropcap]
I became a regular visitor to the Dudley spiritual church. As the months went by and with help from Marie and the people there, I started to hone and develop my Medium ship, sadly the Dudley spiritual Church closed and Marie Abrahms has now passed on. She was a beautiful person, always ready to help many people. Eventually I became a member of many closed circles. A closed circle is a group of regular sitters primarily to develop medium skills. I think back to those days and smile to myself at how scared I was at that first visit to that spiritualist church.
I now work as a full time Psychic medium/ healer.The Native American Indian “Stepping Eagle”is the name he calls himself. He is a frequent visitor in my life, as are many other spirit helpers. With their help I offer one to one readings either in person, on the telephone or face to face via Skype. I am a spiritual healer helping people with many issues.
I am also an EFT practitioner clearing many issues including, fears & phobias, anger, anxiety and depression.
I have been a Tarot reader for 25 years and I would like to pass on my vast knowledge through a series of videos. These courses will cover all the steps needed to become a competent reader. These videos will be available as a download from the shop soon.
NEW – ‘Awakening to the soul’ Meditation
I will shortly be adding a guided meditation for awakening to the soul.
Which will be available for download from the shop.
This image is a representation of my spirit guide
“Stepping Eagle”.

